Huzzah!

I have news on the party! Apparently, it was 80s themed and I didn't know that SO, I was the only one wearing normal clothes besides two other people. So pretty much all the teens there were homeschooled and a tid bit nerdy...which is totally fine! It was just kind of funny though. I only knew one other girl, so I pretty much stood with her the whole time. Sadly, there weren't that many people worth telling you about. I mean, there was this girl that thought she was hot stuff (apparently even in her 80s outfit...) You could tell that she wanted to be the center of attention. Then there was this random girl that kept glaring at me.  "What? Do you have a problem with my face or something?" Haha oh gosh...Then I saw these two sisters standing alone, and I decided so be sociable. Okay...that was an awkward conversation.
I can quote it for you!
Me: "Hi! So what are your guys' names again?" (We were introduced earlier)
*they answer*
Me: "Those are pretty names!" One of the girls was holding a camera. "You like photography?"
She answered: Yeahh."
Me: "Nice! Have you heard of Instagram, because you can post your photos on there!"
Shy Girl: Yeah I think I've heard about it.."
Me: "Okay! I'm going to get something to eat.." Lol That was pretty much how our one minute conversation was.. but imagine it more awkward.
So after that, I ate two corndogs (which tasted fabulous, by the way) and left...haha so I'd call that party a half success. I guess...

Coming Up!

I have some good news! I am going to a birthday party today, (I'm finally socializing ;)) and so I'm going to scope for some fresh material for my blog there! If it turns out, there will finally be an interesting observational post. Is observational a word? Well it sure is now! I think I'm more excited to blog about the par-tay then actually "enjoy" myself..haha I'm getting nervous. Maybe I'm not cut out to socialize..hahaha oh gosh. Let's see how this turns out.

WARNING: The Thoughts of a Teenage Girl Coming Your Way

Do you ever feel frustrated with yourself, because you're the one that's stopping yourself from being yourself? Read that again. You get it? That's how I feel right now.

You've probably thought this about someone before:

I can be myself around other people, but when I see you, I totally freeze up. 
I can't think of anything to say to you, because I'm so nervous. 
It's not that I don't want to talk to you. 
I love talking to you.
I just can't really open my mouth or think of anything to say when I'm around you. 
It's a good thing that I can at least smile at you now. 


Oh gosh, I'm pathetic. 
I hope I'm not the only one out there that feels like an idiot.