Have...

...you ever been in denial about something and then it finally just slaps you back into reality? 

Yeah, I think that's happened to me..

But let me explain.

So my friend moved away and is coming back to visit tomorrow. 

And I got really excited that he's coming!

And I kept thinking, "We'll hang out a bunch and catch up and blah blah blah..."

But then I remembered that he likes my friend. 

And she likes him.

...yeah so

They're probably just going to hang out by themselves 24/7.

What was I thinking?

That he was going to hang out with me the whole time? 

Haha oof that's a good one. 

Is oof a word?

Hmmm....

Anyways,

You know what I need to do?

I need to stop feeling sorry for myself, perk up, welcome him back, be happy for them, and just go with the flow. 

Let's see how this pans out. 

Wish me luck!